I haven't been totally honest. I have some friends that I wish I were closer to. They have busy lives (pretty sure I do, too). They have other friends. They have other priorities. I ask to hang out. Or do something special. Or go on vacation. But it's just not quite in the cards. And if it is, it's under a tight time frame. But it doesn't feel good to be squeezed in. I have been afraid to be honest about it. That it hurts my feelings deeply. Because I'm afraid if I tell the t